Just recently I realized that I have a unusual anniversary to "celebrate": 20 years ago fell victim to sexual abuse. The worst thing about it was that I wasn't able to tell anybody at that time.
Again and again I'm amazed about how much this changed my life. Meanwhile I can say that due to this also good things happened to me, I'm sure I wouldn't have met my husband had this not happened for example among many other things ... so, don't pity me, I'm fine
And actually at the moment I am more interested in the question: what do people do when they see signs of a problem in somebody else's behaviour? Humans can be so busy, careless - and too scared to look more closely
Last night I dreamt I was washing the dishes for the man who did this to me (so weeeird) - this made me deal with it today in the first place.
First I wanted to make a drawing showing the annual growth ring of a chopped tree, showing a deformation in the 18th ring
then it developped into this. I'd like to make illustrations to every verse some day - but then I want to draw so much and have so little time
Gah, enough said now